20-10-2010

2010 2010...everyone mentioned it was a good date...but for me its definitely not.. nanny passed away on this day at about 5.49pm.... n i went down with my baby n kent to klang the next day... tears rolled down when i saw nanny's body in the living room...

funeral process took place...kneel down every nite to pay respect for nanny... i just couldnt stand it, so i sat down on the floor... thnks for my laziness, i got injected the next day. my urine was full of blood. i can see tht my baby was kinda shocked i guess whn he saw my red urine. its all bcause i was too heaty... n i cough for like 3 weeks non stop..until today.

due to the stupid utar short sem, v hv to rush our assignments like hell, n i cant even see my nanny for the last moment... here i would like to take this oppurtunity to FUCK UTAR!. YOU GAVE US 7 WEEKS N YET V HV SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS TO DO. CANT YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT??!

well i guess its my st time to complain n fuck utar tis time... rushed back to kampar, waited for kwang chen.... n here i would lk to apologise to him, cos i showed my dislk faces for waiting him...its all bcause i seriously damn fuckin tired ...n uncomfortable... aft 30 minutes, thanked God he appeared...rushed dwn to ipoh to buy all neccessary items for the next day fucking lame video shooting assignments.

i hv to admit eventhough its tiring, it was a good experience. went to kellies castle... n i started to down aft some shoots....i act slpt off at kellies castle, in a haunted place??!

i started fever there...till now... but its all ok for me... its jz tht i cant pay my respect to nanny for the very last time....for seeing her faces, her body...for the damn vv last time on earth...
well, u will b always in my heart... i miss my nanny so much...she crossed my mind for few times whn i slp....i miss u nanny...