Thank You. I Love You

Hello everyone, this time i'm going to write a long post here. Have u guys ever been in a situation where u don't feel any securities with the environment around? Well, i'm not sure why i have this kind of feelings, maybe its because of things i saw with my own eyes, and i cant forget it. It affects me a lot. How much i wish that i could forget about it, but unfortunately i couldn't. Thanked God friends are around when i need them the most. I am not so sure how long i can bare with this kinda feelings, but if lets say i don't see any changes, i'm just going to let go with everything i have now. I dont see love, all i see is SELFISH in ourselves. Maybe this what we should do, if we loves ourselves more than anyone around. I am going to change my mind soon, i am going to let go, because its hurting me day by day if lets say i still don't see any changes.

I am in pain, but who knows. All i can do is to cry to you, my blog. Physically and mentally. I still holding on because i know friends and family are there for me. Thank you Jenny, thank you Mun Yoong, thank you Adele, thank you my son Louie and the rest whom really helps me out and accompany me. At least I felt happy and comfortable with u guys. You see i dont really talk to others about my stuff because I dont like others to interfere my personal stuff at times. You guys helped me alot and brighten up my days. Of course im missing u all at all times.

Now baby, i want you to know that i can no longer hold it. I am in a real pain. I dont know what to say to you, but all i know is that i hope u are serious in our relationship. Even if you dont, just let me know and i will know what to do. I Love you still .

Yesterday was a bad day, my body ache, my blood doesn't pass through i think. At one time, i know im dizzy but i still keep on walking, because i know Darren is there, Wai Kit is there, and Chee Soon is there. Even if i really fainted, they will be there. Dont really know how to explain it here, but it hurts. So uncomfortable.

I also would like to take this opportunity to apologies to those whom i cant lepak with them during my CNY. Im so sorry , i will make it to you guys next time okay ?

Well what else...Let me think.. O ya, of course i wana thank you Justin Yow Yong Hwa. you are always my brother who will listen this sister, who understands me well. I felt comfortable to tell you everything. You will always be my good brother. I'll keep you in my heart. I love you.

Mummy, I Love You the most of all. Your are my angel who will always protect me. God bless you. i love you i love you i love you.

p/s :our time are not so long, dats why i take this opportunity to say thank you and to appreciate everything and everyone. thank you. i love you all.