only then I can feel how stressful to be in Kampar. only then I can feel that Kampar is not a place for me. I miss my ipoh friends.. I don't feel happy happy here. the only thing i felt is stress,boring and emoness.the first thing i felt every time i opened my eyes in the morning is "what meeting gonna be next", "wat time is my class" and etcetera.

i just wish time can pass by quickly, so i can leave this place, and start on with my new life and career.may God bless me. i am gonna be the st ever historical person in my family to mk my mum proud of me. the only thing who really makes me worried is Louie. mum is willing to take care of this little evil, but I'm pretty sure that she is going to scold him a lot, cos he is very naughty. but yet, he is still a good friend, good companion n good son for me. I love him very much. Hehe so cute. He is the one who can really make me laugh and smile. God bless this little notti poody.Sometimes i wonder if theres a chance for my children in future to meet with their mummy's best friend. i hope it does.

Miss Malaysia Earth and Miss Malaysia Model is going to be held around this middle of the year. Many people has been asking whether i will join, and the answer is No, because im busy my stuff which i can never let go. If i could, then i would. Sorry if i ever made my fans dissapointed, but I will try my best to make it to you guys for the next round of the competition. and i will 'beautify my self'. ^^ Thank you for the support and votes last competition which made me into the second higher votes in miss popularity. i had never expected this, because i think there are lots more prettier babes than me out there. But anyway, THANK YOU!

Ok thats all for today, i havent wash my face yet. so see u LOL