Sometimes i really dont understand what humans want. When somebody is doing things which you dislike, u mock, u blame, somehow you dont feel happy with it. And when that person realized it, and she wish to change everything, that's the time you don't want her to change. you want her to control you, you want her to love you.. Isn't that unfair? well, what i can say is past is past, now is now, and future is future. I am myself, is not that i don't give you chances, and if i really don't, i will just leave you.
The fact is, i don't want to turn back to the last pit that we had stopped, but yet, i wish to move on to a better n more comfortable pit. I found it useless to do all that silly things, to control you and everything. Frankly, i am much more comfortable now compared to last time. I will not control you, go ahead and whatever you like, and if you wish to leave me, than just do it. I will not stop you. Is just that i wish that you can treat your partner better in future. Try telling truth instead of telling lies.
I guess you know im already get tired with it. I do not want to hear your reasons anymore, and i do not wish to know whatever u dont wish to tell me. I guess that is better that way. Both has their own limits, their own way of living, and their own privacy. I will know what i shall do next. My thought before this was to able to be together with someone, we need to learn to share. "Sharing is Caring".
Couples should share everything. If not, why some of them is having sex? Isn't that the most important element of privacy? However, my thought started to change. I will not share everything with you anymore. Whatever i think i should tell, I will tell. Same goes to if i dont think its necessary to tell, I wont. I think its better this way, even though you dislike it and regretted it. All i can say is im sorry im not Jesus Christ.
Is not that i don't forgive you, I do, its just the matter of patience. I will uphold for this relationship as long as i could, but however, patience has its limit. Everyone understand that. Tiring to hear all reasons and nonsense. No more
p/s: to love someone is not just to be able to make him/her to trust you, to love someone is how sharing and caring you are to him/her. to love someone you should learn to comprehend his/her thought and actions.
If you dont, than i dont think its love. Its selfish if your thought is not to let your beloved to stay in comfort. Its selfish if you keep hurting her over and over again. Think about it.
The fact is, i don't want to turn back to the last pit that we had stopped, but yet, i wish to move on to a better n more comfortable pit. I found it useless to do all that silly things, to control you and everything. Frankly, i am much more comfortable now compared to last time. I will not control you, go ahead and whatever you like, and if you wish to leave me, than just do it. I will not stop you. Is just that i wish that you can treat your partner better in future. Try telling truth instead of telling lies.
I guess you know im already get tired with it. I do not want to hear your reasons anymore, and i do not wish to know whatever u dont wish to tell me. I guess that is better that way. Both has their own limits, their own way of living, and their own privacy. I will know what i shall do next. My thought before this was to able to be together with someone, we need to learn to share. "Sharing is Caring".
Couples should share everything. If not, why some of them is having sex? Isn't that the most important element of privacy? However, my thought started to change. I will not share everything with you anymore. Whatever i think i should tell, I will tell. Same goes to if i dont think its necessary to tell, I wont. I think its better this way, even though you dislike it and regretted it. All i can say is im sorry im not Jesus Christ.
Is not that i don't forgive you, I do, its just the matter of patience. I will uphold for this relationship as long as i could, but however, patience has its limit. Everyone understand that. Tiring to hear all reasons and nonsense. No more
p/s: to love someone is not just to be able to make him/her to trust you, to love someone is how sharing and caring you are to him/her. to love someone you should learn to comprehend his/her thought and actions.
If you dont, than i dont think its love. Its selfish if your thought is not to let your beloved to stay in comfort. Its selfish if you keep hurting her over and over again. Think about it.
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steve>>thank you steve. can u tell me more about God.
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