Few days had passed after our semester starts... Everything stays the same... But yet.. things had also changed. Well i know i cant force and i can do anything so that things wont change. I have the feeling im not goning to be happy. and yea i admit that im not happy. I hope that im someone strong, i Hope that i can forgive and forget everything had happened...bt its hard. God pls help me. Im crying for you. Yor are the only one who truely understands bout me.

Things can change very fast.... even humans.. well cant blame tht. i guess thts human nature. If i can turn back time, i would choose not to be here. i mean on earth. Is hard to pretend to smile infrnt of everyone while my hearts hurts deeply. oh gosh i can never explain to you how the pain was. but is PAIN

hmm i keep telling myself i hvto b strong whatever it takes. God please help. im no longer a happy children on this earth anymore..... Take me if You can.